I no longer feel calm,
as I cry fat, angry tears
with the uncontrollable surge of emotions
rushing through my entire being.
Help,
I’m trembling with
the disgustingly blended mix of emotions
that I can’t seem to identify with
but
It’s so intoxicating I wish to
Punch the door till my fists bleed,
or scream to satisfy the boiling blood
beneath my skin
Shame as a human is ripping open
my chest and it is an
Excruciating pain.