Spring is here!
Just came back from grocery shopping at the shopping mall near my house. Today was a bit special, my housemate offered to walk with me from our house to the mall. I have never walked before, have always taken a bus, and it was very nice of her to show me the way by accompanying me. She had just moved in and I have never actually hung out with her before. The walk was 30 minutes, and to walk together means I would have to sustain a conversation with her for 30 minutes.
To my surprise, it was such great ease. We talked non-stop, there was no awkwardness at all, in fact, so much laughter and the conversation felt so natural. She was very talkative, very bubbly; there was hardly a gap of silence, and she gushed about the benefits of walking, “Yeah you should walk! I always walk and listen to my music and the walk is not long at all! In fact, it’s part of my daily routine now. And it is spring, the weather is so nice and the flowers are in full bloom…look!” as we walked she pointed, and we stopped occasionally to admire the flowers. The walk from our house to the mall was a bushwalk and we had to pass through a creek, where we see flora and fauna of species which I have never seen before (and certainly not thriving in Singapore).
“I’m definitely missing out!” I said in response and meant it. As she talked with such gusto and introducing me to the skatepark nearby, the mini supermart nearby, I felt a pang of embarrassment. I have lived here since May and have never walked to school or to the mall before. She has only just moved in and yet already knows so much about the neighbourhood. Ever since I came back from Europe and was curing my jet lag, I was usually late, and rushing for the bus and stuff. I never got to make the extra effort to wake up early, breathe in some fresh air and admire nature as I walked to school.
All I can say is I have made the decision to walk to school from now on. I am so so excited to listen to music and think about life while walking, or to just get a bit of exercise amidst my busy schedule. I have recently planned to meet up with a friend and she suggested instead of the usual hanging out at a cafe, why not go to a park and get a bit of running done? I loved the idea.
I got to the supermarket and have realised that I have never bought foods that I really wanted to try before. Mainly because I don’t know how to cook them, and I was too unmotivated to experiment. Then I got home and made some strawberry milkshake for myself for the first time since I’ve moved in. I realised have not used the blender even once, I seldom used the rice cooker, and I always use the microwave. I have not noticed how the flowers in my backyard have started to bloom.
I paused because I was trying to get some sort of insight here. Perhaps I was too absorbed in my own life and what I’m doing in school, or what’s online at the moment; that I’ve never stopped to appreciate beauty unless I’m travelling. I have not ventured outside my comfort zone to try new recipes or to even use the blender, instead of buying packet drinks and milkshakes all the time. I think…I lived like this not because I was lazy, but because it is too easy to fall back into a routine. We always think there are more important things occupying us, when in fact maybe…it is these little things that keep life fresh.
I love spring. The flowers are a sign that the weather is getting warmer, and should be a sign for me to stop being so absorbed in my own world, and to walk to school, too.